I’ve never known a feeling like this …ever. To be wholly so consumed into something that is defined as bliss…
Truly and honestly.

SIGH. I am so incredily scarily and madly crazy about you.

I could kick a thousand cats for this. SIGH.

i haz a :)

If you gave me an apple, i would take it. If you gave me a knife, i would offer you my arm. If it thrills you to see me bleed, then by all means…
But please don’t make me not know how to feel…

Imagine a moment where you are free of thought or rationale or of yourself? Not a single care, plans or worries of what may come. All that mattered for this single moment was that your heart was in peace, your body filled with bursting life… a floating sensation that left you breathless and yet hungry for more.

Almost like a sexual climatic experience.

Imagine the music that just destroyed all boundaries of your reasoning; the one that broke through your sense of purpose, your sense of collection, and the very justification of why you hold yourself back from the rest of society.

That music is the key that set you free, transforming you into you and sending you into that wild abandonment from the conforming nature of the world.

In the whole of 4 minutes and 16 seconds, just for that single moment, I felt like I ruled the universe; I had the answer to the world’s problems, and yet I was the world’s worst enemy. I felt I was the most beautiful being in this entire planet; I was every man’s dream, and yet his worst nightmare. I had the power to cure or kill, I had the means to destroy all I hated. I felt loved and appreciated.

That I felt complete. And I was alive. All for this single song.

This is what a good piece of music means to me.

i look at all these figures on my desk and my brain just went into the blue screen of death mode.

ARGH NUMBERS!!!! *dies*