December 3, 2009
Stupidity is my strongest feature.
I nearly died one night. ButI’m glad i didn’t….
Yet what had happened was avoidable.
Still, i hate myself for what has happened. I feel so frustrated over it i find myself leaning back to my teen angst. Flashes in my mind are so haunting i feel like taking a gun and shooting my brains out. The fear is so great sometimes i feel like screaming and throwing myself against the wall. I feel like slashing my arms just to cleanse myself of the stupidity of everything.
In the end, I just hope this is a closed case. I want to just move on and learn from it. I only hope nothing in regards to it will be brought up again… ever.
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